Locked in My Dungeon

Here i am again... After a good  6 months of freedom, im locked up in my dungeon once again over some small mistakes that i made which hardly seems lethal in any sort of way.

First was going out to have a drink with my mates which was nearby.
Second was going to study with my friend in my own condo but because i went to fetch him from and back to his place igot in trouble. Now im in this place called 'home' which feels more like a dungeon to many people..

Can't wait to turn 21... 1 year.. 3months.. and counting.... C'mon.........

I Still Care

Whatever that has happened, happened,
Whatever's been said, were said,
The words will forever be stuck in my head,
The pain shall always be remembered,
That doesn't mean i hate you,
Doesn't mean i despise you,

I have every right to though yet i don't,
I have every right to ignore but yet i'm here,
I'm not saying we'll be back to besties,
Not saying we'll be back to 'a thing',
What i'm saying is that i still care....

It won't go back to how it was,
It won't go back to how i felt,
It won't go back to how things were,
It won't go back to the way we think,
But i still care about you,
Not because of pity, not because i'm being nice,
I still care just cause I do...

Songwriting and life anybody??

I found some time to blog for like erm 5 minutes? So imma say something short.

Life is going brilliant at the moment :) exams are erm.. Well im in the midst of exams atm, but anywho, im happy! There's so much to do after exam and so much planned after that too! So im hopin this month pasts as fast as possible!

Also as you all know songwriting has been a thing for me ever since it started in june.. So i have 2-3 songs in progress which i hope does not sound as similar to my old ones. If you say why dont i weite something else asides from songs about love and happy stuff or heartaches, well its cause i write songs based on how i feel. If you suggest to me to write a aong about hate, well, that is nearly impossible for me to do ><'.

ANYWHO... Yeah thats about it from me :) till the next time!!

Carrot out!

Heavy Laden Heart

What is this? 

Why is this heart of mine so heavy?

Slow oldies blaring out of my speaker,

Filling ever inch of my car with sorrow and burden.

Graduating in less than two weeks,

Many memories made there,

Friends that have been bonded,

Happiness that i found.

Knowing i will leave soon hurts,

I now know how it feels like,

Happiness and joy,

The things done will never be forgotten.

I never expected to recover so soon,

But i did and amazin things have happened,

Trips to another world,

Performances i will never forget.

I've come far from where i was,

I've achieved so much from what i was,

I've made many memorable memories,

I've felt so much and more.

Last thing before i drop this aside,

I found something i never expected to find,

Something cray cray and weird,

Yet pleasant and heart warming.

Music was the thing that opened that door,

The laughs and craziness in your eyes opened me up,

The sweet smile and contagiousness of you personality gets me excited,

Performing with you was a magical moment despite what people say.

I enjoyed it... :)

Heavy laden heart in the meadow,

Crying little boy by the seashore,

Teenage emo kid at the park,

A boy called fruitkidd.... Who found love at the most unexpected time and place.

Thanks lil muse... :)

Heavy laden heart thats graduating,

Don't you fret,

A new world is out there awaiting,

And she'll be around..

Go to the exam hall, 

say your last prayers before they come,

Do your best,

And go out with a bang.. :)

End of my time (thanks abunch lil muse)

Its been a long while since i've actually blogged.. Ever since erm.. Vietnam? Hehhe (didnt finish telling about the trip ><') anyways.. My life honestly.. Has been awesome.. So much crude has happened... And its very true when they say that behind every cloud there's a rainbow :)

It all started when i met lil muse. After i was forced to perform i supposedly hit single i guess KITR for guests from Terengganu, this random girl popped up from nowhere and asked to borrow my guitar.. Felt bloody awkward cause i had no ida who this was and why she had the guts to ask.. Anywho.. After the performance i borrowed it to her and wow... She is sick with the guitar man!!!!!! 0.0 played like i know i can never beyond my wildest dream..... Alpha alpha.. Hahah but we called her metallica cause she had this strang enthusiam for metallica when they had a concert next to my school.. After that, i whole lot has changed.

Classes were fun!! Friends are still being the jackasses they are xD, and well i've been hanging out with my junior alpha alpha a whole lot and it really showed me that not everything needs to be so serious.. :) she was crazy.. And i kinda liked that xD it takes a crazy person to get another crazy person started up. And boy did she bring out my crazy.. XD

It was the best experience i had so far in my form 6 life in VI. Although everyone links and gossips that we are together and blah blah (totallly untrue) seriously guys? Get a life.. ><' but i really have enjoyed her company :) and for the fact that i'll be graduating with a bang by doing a duet with her will make it as memorable as it can be :)

Thanks a bunch lil muse ;)

Muse - Madness

Jarrett Wong - Let You Go (Third Original Song)

Jarrett Wong - Let You Go

Hey guys!!! well, this is my third original song!! I've told myself that i would write songs and post them up every month.. so lets see how this goes on ya?? XD This song had quite a lot of mistakes... But well, yeah i re-recorded it one too many times and well i got tired trying to be a perfectionist cause im not.. 

PLEASE GIVE ME FEEDBACK OR A COMMENT ON HOW IT IS!

If you like, share it! If not, well, i dont blame ya.. XD ENJOY!!

My new nickname is fruit kid.. LOLZ..

THANK YOU LIL MUSE

I ran out of things ti blog about which is near impossible... So im gonna blog about a friend of mine i would like to call lil muse.. XD

She's a junior of mine which i actually knew about 2 months ago? But i only started talkin to her regularly 2 weeks ago xD. Anywho.. She is pretty much super awesome.. XD she loves a lot of stuff that really surprises me cause its not what a normal girl would like.

But the one thing that caught my was her love for music.. Honestly telling everyone, i lost that fire, that passion, that boom for music.. Though i wrote songs and record them, i haven't had a new song since last month after coming back from vietnam. I was really empty. But meeting lip muse gave me that spark once more and wow, i have never felt like this before in a long time! I loved the feeling of music richly flowing through my veins!

To add the spark, we brought our electirc guitars to school on wednesday and by golly we really played our hearts out singing to a song that gave nostalgic moments! Simple plan - welcome to my life was the first ever song i sung in public and it really gave the fire inside.

I have a new song now currently in the recording while i have now another song in the making. All thanks to lil muse ;) thanks METALLICA (another name i gave her) xD