Its All Coming Back To Me Now

                              Celine Dion - Its All Coming Back To Me Now


This song is so heart wrenching and just brings tears to me. The imagery of having you close to me, to feel you next to me.. It hurts just to think about it. Unable to spend time with you, and do the simple things like walk with you to school,sleep next to you, to hold you, to play in the snow, to hug you and hold you on the first sight of snow and first scent of spring.

I have no ill heartedness when your doing it with something else.. I just wished i could do it with you too.....

Day of Athleticism and Flexibility

Weird name for a blog post. I know.. But it really was...

Firstly, after eating lunch at my family cafe. We went upstairs to our house to... well.. go home. :DD So anywho, when we reached the house i realised we had no key in... And well, me and my younger siblings excluding the youngest were like GOSH....WHY DID WE LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT A HOUSE KEY?? Doesn't really help when your mum  and dad is out....

So i did what i usually did when i forgotten my keys. I climbed through the grille.. (No, i aint telling you where i live.. ><'''' Thank god for my spare key to the laundry room grille. Surre, you might think its dangerous bt not really. I live in a condominium which means if i fall, its a 2 storey plunge to the ground.. Well, that never happened before.. hehehe... Still alive and well! So i climbed through and well the opening is pretty big so yeah.. im good. thank goodness its a door.

But then... I went into the kitchen, and well..The kitchen door was locked too.. GREAT... so there was no way to actually go in... And as all hope was lost, my brother had the idea of saying 'HEY, GOR WHY DON'T YOU CLIMB THROUGH THE TOILET WINDOW?? Yeah, the toilet window faces the laundry room.. First i thought it was stupid,but then the burning desire to actually go home and rest was like GAHH!!!!!! So without 2nd thoughts, i climbed up and opened the window.

First i thought it would be easy. trust me, it aint easy...... ><''' had to actually lift myself up first using a door ledge and a grille bar.... balancing was tough cuz the door constantly moves... Then putting my body into a straight lieing position to actually slip my body in the window.. Once my legs, well below the knee was in it was easy to slip in.But then, there's nothing to stand on in the toilet. Which means i fall and injure myself and maybe even permanent damage. SCARY... But i managed to slip myself through till my tummy.

THIS WAS WHERE IT STRUCK. My feet that was clasping on the hand held shower holder gave way and i immediately lost balance, causing my body to balance on my back bone without holding anything.. Searing pain surged through my body from the middle of my back. But thank god that the roof was made out of plywood so i could just push the MDF board up and slip my hand in to hold on the hard wood holding the      ceiling together. Again i continued to move and finally went through and into the toilet!!!!! I AM AWESOME!!! and i realised that with me standing straight i culd actually touch the window with my head so i wasnt in any danger whatsoever. great..

Oh well, at least i know that i can actually do this stuff. Im pretty athetic and im pretty good in bending my body. HAHAAH, flexible much,.... XD

Thats it for now. CIAO!

Why, oh why?

Why does hurt to see the one you love getting hurt,
Being far away and not being able to help kills me inside,
i love to think that i can bust a nose or break a rib,
But in the end i can't do anything thanks to distance.

Always with a smile when we talk and we laugh,
Being the one you love is like heaven from above,
I hate that people pick on you and bull at you all day,
But one day when i'm beside that gonna change.

Why,oh why must it be so far away,
Somewhere i can't reach and hold you and protect,
I wish i can give the life you always dream,
But the distance between us is just being  mean.

The fact and reason is that i love you so,
Wanna give you the best, to give you my all,
I know i can't do anything now for i am young,
But i love you and thats all that matters.

Leave the bastards and bitches of life,
Let them say what they wanna say,
Cause when i come for you that will be the day,
I stick my fist into his face