THANK YOU LIL MUSE

I ran out of things ti blog about which is near impossible... So im gonna blog about a friend of mine i would like to call lil muse.. XD

She's a junior of mine which i actually knew about 2 months ago? But i only started talkin to her regularly 2 weeks ago xD. Anywho.. She is pretty much super awesome.. XD she loves a lot of stuff that really surprises me cause its not what a normal girl would like.

But the one thing that caught my was her love for music.. Honestly telling everyone, i lost that fire, that passion, that boom for music.. Though i wrote songs and record them, i haven't had a new song since last month after coming back from vietnam. I was really empty. But meeting lip muse gave me that spark once more and wow, i have never felt like this before in a long time! I loved the feeling of music richly flowing through my veins!

To add the spark, we brought our electirc guitars to school on wednesday and by golly we really played our hearts out singing to a song that gave nostalgic moments! Simple plan - welcome to my life was the first ever song i sung in public and it really gave the fire inside.

I have a new song now currently in the recording while i have now another song in the making. All thanks to lil muse ;) thanks METALLICA (another name i gave her) xD

Jarrett the carrot

I had no other title so i'm randomly putting a name for it xD

Well life has so far been a drag after coming back from Vietnam. I missthe people, i miss the sights, i miss the ones that i'm close to. And i'm back to the same place where i learnt to well live with. School has been pretty stressful lately and it thanks to mostly to the malay assignment i have. The dillemma i face for 2 separate saturdays in a row is killing me. To go for this friends farewell or that friend. Go for my besties farewell or on duty as a team captain for the red creacent society in the biggest social event of the year. 

My friends have been asses.. Especially one who enjoys nothing but to annoy the hell out of me and honestly, he could give me a heart attack... ><'

Another problem would be the jackasses who aim at me.. Yes, i went to Vietnam, played a couple or original songs and girls like me. Now there are random guys that pop out of nowhere asking me to get lost or back off or saying they don't like me. Let me lay it down for you.. NO I DO NOT LIKE THEM OKAY?? AS FRIENDS BU NOTHING MORE. IT AIN'T MY FAUT THE GIRL YOU MET AT CAMP AND LIKE AT CAMP LIKES ME OKAY?? SO CHILLS... Yeah, i gave a peck on the cheek to a japanese girl, does it mean i'm obsessed and after her? Absolutely not.. She's a dear friend to me and she is very close. Thats all, you guys can't handle it well i'm sorry! I didn't go flirting around, i didn't go and messing with anyone.. So just leave me alone.. Its bad enough that these girls come and i have to tell them i only want to be friends..

Haiz..... Sometimes i feel that if i didn't write songs or played a guitar or sing songs none of these heartbreaks would happen...

Gettig some award thursday so lets hope thursday will brighten the dark cloud which shrouds my life.

Amen..

Kissing In The Rain (2nd Original Song)

Hey Guys!!! So... I've just posted up my 2nd single on youtube couple of weeks ago. I write songs according to how i felt and what i experienced. Sometimes imaginary, sometimes reality. Some songs i write are also based on what i have listened to especially past experiences my besties have gone through.  SO, give it a listen and hopefully tell me what you guys think about it! If you like it, share it with your friends!!! EEEE :DDDD

Kissing In The Rain - Jarrett Wong

Pssst: Forgive the bad quality of the audio and video.. I'm an average singer btw. ><'

Recording Songs

After coming back from vietnam i realised i have been writing songs for a long long time. And up to date i have written 5 song, 4-5 songs away from making an album. But i also realised i am only one person... I can't do recording on my own. 

Thankfully, with a digital camera i have recorded my 2nd video - Kissing in the rain and hopefully it doesn't sound crappy. Digital camera quality is crappy and lets just hope that as i post it up, i don't sound like a total jackass. Will post it up here as well yeah? 

FINALLY ITS TIME - Jarrett Wong

My Turning Point

My life has been such a journey that mamy wouldn't want to go through. The responsibilities, the anguish, pain, nuisance, drama.. Not really worth it. But i must say i do enjoy this part of my life.. :)

I went to Vietnam for a camp which i expect nothing from. But the friends i made, the recgnition given, the funs and laughs, the peace and harmony. I experience many things. I went there with a broken heart, but i came back with a heart made of pure gold. I thought i wasn't worth anything. That no one would appreciate me, no one would even bother about me. But yet, it was all upside down.

I performed a song i wrote and got te recgnition of everyone. I had people asking me to write more, to give an encore, to post videos. No one has ever made me feel the way i felt there. My good good international friends made me feel special and loved. Every single one. Little piggy, mermaid, thunder buddy, julee, quacker, will, bell, panda.. These people turned my life around. :)

No only that. I realised that many people actually like me! The moments i had with so many of these wonderful people who knew how to treasure each other as friends... Many admirers too, just to add to that ;). I got to experience something only people could imagine :) A MIRACLE...

I wish i could call every single one of them one by one and thank them for making my life that much better ;) but for now, i'll just let my heart out here..

Kam en, arigato, terima kasih, thank you.

Hello Vietnam 1

Im still on my bed eventhough its already 12.10pm but i dont give a shit. Gonna blog about my trip to vietnam.. Two words, fking awesome!!!!!!

Me and thunder buddy chi wah went to vietnam as part of the international red cross youth camp we signed up with some youngsters about erm 16? Most of these girls arh well... Immature and dont really know the meanin of punctuality honestly ><' while the teacher is... Gah.. Need say no more...

When we got there we got a room which was pretty runned down but it was better then a tent. Won't say i wasnt disappointed cause the things i brought and prepared where all meant for a campin trip, not a room  ><'. Slept pretty early that night abt 12 ish? But there was a slight problem. We had to pay for that night for the room cause they said it wasnt ijcluded in the camp trip. That was 6.2 milllion dong >< or in american cash it'll be 300usd. We were like fark?!?!?!

Anyways, the next day we had breakfast and me the singaporean and japanese delegates and i have to say i have no idea why i was so shy and didnt try to converse with them. Was it cause they were cute? Maybe.. Oh wells. Nothing much happened after breakfast but asides from meeting the vietnamese volunteers and our awesome liasion officer Will!! Best shit LO ever. Had lunch and when we sat with our contigent, they were complainig about the food cause ofthe beef and pork (halal and religion) me and my friend were looking pissed cause theres no way in hell we are gonna just eat vegetables!!! So we moved on to the international delegation table and there we met Laos and Thailand. Didnt really talk to them much but a least i got to talk to the Laos leader :)

Then afterthat, they wanted to film us and record us coming for the camp for documentation reasons. So we acted to perfection i would say. :D and after that was dinner!!! This is where the party started...

During dinner we sat with japan and singapore. And i thanks to samsun and apple products, the ice have been broken. I got to know these 3 awesome girls ;) still havent talk to the japanese btw. (They are so bloody kawaii!!!) after that we went to play truth or dare beside the mekong river where they served drinks. It was so fun!! One girl bit the wood and licked the table, my friend did the gentleman dance, but they had to play kissing.. ><' i kissed miss pammy on the hand while she gave me a soft peck on the cheek. But the shit part happened when i had to kiss this liasion officers cheek and HE KISSED MY LIPS!!!OMFG?!??!?

Anyways. After that we headed to the lobby and took multiple pictures and then made our way to the hall. I didnt have a guitar but they still asked me to practice anyways. So eventually i went up and sung when you say nothing at all by ronan keating. Hahaha really surprised them i guess cause i dont think they were expecting me a malaysian chinese boy to sing so well. XD after that one song rehearsal everyone got excitd and constantly asking me what song am i gonna do.. I gave a helping hand to singapore as well in their performance. Slept at like 2 am cause me and my senior official went out to buy stuff for the gurls but it was fine.. Okok, i'll continue this story later. XD Stopping at day 2. Will continue next time. Toodles!!

Goodbye Bunny ( I Tried) ..l..

Its not that i didn't try... I tried my best... Tried to still be friends.. Tried to still be the friends we used to be.. Before i left to Vietnam, i still tried one last time.. Yet for some reason, there was this thing i felt that i wasn't needed... That I can't be the friend i used to be.. The rock you needed. The light that shines upon you. I told you i would learn, i told you i wouldn't be the same. But instead you went to extents that really hurt me inside..

Unnecessary actions that you made to distance yourself away from me.. Deactivation, Reactivation, Unfriending? What was that all about? Well, you accomplished whatever you're trying to do.. Congratulations.. I can't even talk to you without the feeling that you wanting to just leave the keyboard and ignore me.. Ignoring me would never solve anything.. Keeping it hanging would make it worse... You could've just ended it and tell me to fuck off.. But instead you rather make me wait like an idiot...

I was a friend without condition, a friend without a clause, a friend who would never ever ever betray you.. But yet you chose the path you did and expect to work it out on your own. Well go ahead... You said i would be the first to leave... Well, looks like you're right... If only you told me properly.. If you just took the dagger and stabbed me... And leave me bleeding out... At least it would end...

Its like i don't even know you anymore. You never hid anything from me.. NEVER.. But now you have a bucket of secrets, lies, discretion.... I would wait if you just tell me to.. I would wait if you just made it clear. I would leave if you told me... I would leave if you just loaded your gun and shot me. All I ever wanted was closure... You never gave it to me..

For so long I have tried, and you never responded instead you pushed me even further.... The question is why? Was freedom so important? Was living the life that everyone around so important? Was hanging out with friends, being free to do anything you want, drinking booze, hanging late, having company so important? Clearly you forgotten the promises we made. Clearly you given up on me... I don't need your closure anymore... I never asked for much.. I always gave you the freedom to do what you want.. I always told you whenever you're busy or dont wanna talk just tell me... You never did tell me your hearts desire..

I'm still here.... If you ever.. ever want to still be friends...

To my friend, my best friend, my ex gf, my bunny, the reason i started songwriting.. (now im internationally known in Vietnam btw), the reason i'm still alive.. But also the reason why i'm dead..

I'll have moved on and i won't look back... Thank you for everything you did for me, the sacrifice of time and money. The love you gave me... It seems that i'm having closure with myself...

さようならユーニス

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