Heavy Laden Heart

What is this? 

Why is this heart of mine so heavy?

Slow oldies blaring out of my speaker,

Filling ever inch of my car with sorrow and burden.

Graduating in less than two weeks,

Many memories made there,

Friends that have been bonded,

Happiness that i found.

Knowing i will leave soon hurts,

I now know how it feels like,

Happiness and joy,

The things done will never be forgotten.

I never expected to recover so soon,

But i did and amazin things have happened,

Trips to another world,

Performances i will never forget.

I've come far from where i was,

I've achieved so much from what i was,

I've made many memorable memories,

I've felt so much and more.

Last thing before i drop this aside,

I found something i never expected to find,

Something cray cray and weird,

Yet pleasant and heart warming.

Music was the thing that opened that door,

The laughs and craziness in your eyes opened me up,

The sweet smile and contagiousness of you personality gets me excited,

Performing with you was a magical moment despite what people say.

I enjoyed it... :)

Heavy laden heart in the meadow,

Crying little boy by the seashore,

Teenage emo kid at the park,

A boy called fruitkidd.... Who found love at the most unexpected time and place.

Thanks lil muse... :)

Heavy laden heart thats graduating,

Don't you fret,

A new world is out there awaiting,

And she'll be around..

Go to the exam hall, 

say your last prayers before they come,

Do your best,

And go out with a bang.. :)

End of my time (thanks abunch lil muse)

Its been a long while since i've actually blogged.. Ever since erm.. Vietnam? Hehhe (didnt finish telling about the trip ><') anyways.. My life honestly.. Has been awesome.. So much crude has happened... And its very true when they say that behind every cloud there's a rainbow :)

It all started when i met lil muse. After i was forced to perform i supposedly hit single i guess KITR for guests from Terengganu, this random girl popped up from nowhere and asked to borrow my guitar.. Felt bloody awkward cause i had no ida who this was and why she had the guts to ask.. Anywho.. After the performance i borrowed it to her and wow... She is sick with the guitar man!!!!!! 0.0 played like i know i can never beyond my wildest dream..... Alpha alpha.. Hahah but we called her metallica cause she had this strang enthusiam for metallica when they had a concert next to my school.. After that, i whole lot has changed.

Classes were fun!! Friends are still being the jackasses they are xD, and well i've been hanging out with my junior alpha alpha a whole lot and it really showed me that not everything needs to be so serious.. :) she was crazy.. And i kinda liked that xD it takes a crazy person to get another crazy person started up. And boy did she bring out my crazy.. XD

It was the best experience i had so far in my form 6 life in VI. Although everyone links and gossips that we are together and blah blah (totallly untrue) seriously guys? Get a life.. ><' but i really have enjoyed her company :) and for the fact that i'll be graduating with a bang by doing a duet with her will make it as memorable as it can be :)

Thanks a bunch lil muse ;)

Muse - Madness