Not deserving.. Sorry for everything

Hiya, well its that time and place where im at my lowest again.. hahaha..

Just would want to start this post by saying im a horrible person... I'm just a very horrid person. I wish i can change who i am but sadly i cant. I cause pain and grieve to all my loved ones.. Im also just a chatterbox.. i Keep talking and talking and talking and cant seem to stop..Therefore im just a nuisance to everyone. Even when others are tired or they're busy i just have to open my trap..

Been trying very hard to change. Honestly i do, but i just keep hurting everyone in my path.. Family, friends, loved ones, even myself.. I dont know what to do anymore... It might just be the stress of school, house, church and lack of sleep. But it can also be cause im just a horrible person..

Haiz i dont know what is happening to me.... I keep calling and texting as well and im afraid im bothering. But i do it anyway. ... I honestly dont deserve anything that anyone gives me. Im just lucky to have someone to loveand someone that loves me..

Every cloud there's a silver lining they say..
Well unless there's a mighty wind that can blow that cloud away, my perky self is gonna have a problem.. hahahaha


P.S. I LOVE YOU

This is one of my favourite movies if not the most. It speaks about love between a beautiful courtesan  and a simple measly writer. A story where loves comes out of nothing. What seems to be a job and a mistake turns into a beautiful story of friendship, bravery, romance and .... love..All you need is love.. Everytime i hear the songs sung in this movie, my heart is anew... My heart is ready to fight on, ready to hold on, ready to make everyone around fall in love, make the girl i love the most have the most amazing day of my life.. All you need is love. :) Anyone that has a broken heart, having a rough time or is going through the most magical love in the world... Remember that that person only comes once in a lifetime.. If you miss that chance,, you lose it for good.. I was lucky i had a 2nd chance.. And this time, im not letting go.. I love you bunny.. Hun, if you're watching this.. Know i love you.. And i'm always going to love you no matter what.. Je t'aime mi amor. 3<

Sincerely carrot.

                                                        Moulin Rouge - Elephant Medley


Happy belated chinese new year and belated valentine's ya'll!!!

If grass can grow through cement, love can find you at every time in your life. ”

Cher

(1946– )

American singer and actress

Ps: I Love You

                                                    Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah

Wait for me... Keep the faith... One day.... We'll be what we've always talked about...... Hear this song and remember me.. remember my promise... Remember what we said..... You're carrot will be there soon bunny...


Ps: I Love You  3<

one sad song too many

Sadly, these past few days i've been humming a lot of sad tunes and writing a lot of sad songs..Songs that are sometimes super emo and sometimes just down right sad... so far have written 4 sad songs in these 3-4 weeks... Wondering whats wrong with me.. anyone know why?? guess only God knows.... here's a sad song everyone.. Share the sadness peps.

Teardrops On My Guitar -Taylor Swift