Wednesday, 27 February 2013

Not deserving.. Sorry for everything

Hiya, well its that time and place where im at my lowest again.. hahaha..

Just would want to start this post by saying im a horrible person... I'm just a very horrid person. I wish i can change who i am but sadly i cant. I cause pain and grieve to all my loved ones.. Im also just a chatterbox.. i Keep talking and talking and talking and cant seem to stop..Therefore im just a nuisance to everyone. Even when others are tired or they're busy i just have to open my trap..

Been trying very hard to change. Honestly i do, but i just keep hurting everyone in my path.. Family, friends, loved ones, even myself.. I dont know what to do anymore... It might just be the stress of school, house, church and lack of sleep. But it can also be cause im just a horrible person..

Haiz i dont know what is happening to me.... I keep calling and texting as well and im afraid im bothering. But i do it anyway. ... I honestly dont deserve anything that anyone gives me. Im just lucky to have someone to loveand someone that loves me..

Every cloud there's a silver lining they say..
Well unless there's a mighty wind that can blow that cloud away, my perky self is gonna have a problem.. hahahaha


P.S. I LOVE YOU

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