Hard to not be jealous

Walking in the street alone with my headphones in my ears,
Love songs talking about me and you....
Reality its so far and no where near to that,
But i can't do anything about it.

Pain in my chest longing to be with you,
The moment that hurts the most,
There's nothing i can do about it
Its hard not be jealous.

Other side of the world you tell about your adventures,
With friends mostly 'bros' that you love to hang with.
Coming over to your place and walking in parks,
Why can't it be me beside you and not him....

Watching a movies together with them,
physical contact and body gestures....
While im hear with flattery words,
Which cant do anything to help with the pain.

I miss you, i miss you i really really do,
I just want to be with you and hold you in my arms,
But all i can do is wait and wait,
For you to come back to my arms.

Im sorry for the poem,
Im sorry for the words,
I couldn't bear say it,
But i cant keep it in any longer....

Jealousy eats you up inside and hurts you bad,
Im not angry at you for what you're doing,
Im happy that you're happy and enjoying life.
The only thing im not happy about is not being able to experience it with you..

Its not gonna change my thoughts and not my plans,
Its just something i wanna let out but no guts to tell you,
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you,
And i hope you bear with this with me too....


Sorry if this offends anyone.... Je'taime mi amor..