Thursday, 27 June 2013

Ghost of my past (she who should not be named)

'Hey mr, may i take your order?'

'Yea, i would like a regular popcorn combo 1 please.'

'Hold on just a sec, be right back'

As i waited for my order to be served, with money ready in my hands. A familiar voice ringed in my ear.... Sense of curiosity and fear strike... Turning my head to the right, seeing a figurine that was horrifyingly similar.. Blood rushed through my veins as my heart pumps faster by the second..

A couple was at the next counter, male unfamiliar but the female made my heart stopped. Time seemed to slow down.. Memories flooded my head, the pain.. The agony.. The torture... The cheat...

Everything went blur... Sweat rolled from my forehead to my chin, dropping onto the counter.. Feet started trembling.. Mind started fading.. Her face became clearer and clearer.. The face i once knew bt nw scars my mind like a dagger that cut through my flesh... The face i hated.. The face that cheated..

Feet glued to the ground.. Heart beating faster by the minute.. Part of me wanted to get the fuck out of there, part of me wanted to shove my fist into the back of her skull... The girl i once thought would never lie and never cheat, had been doing it from the start...

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Time stopped.... Electricity of pain seared through my whole being... Flames of crimson burn on every inch of my skin...slowly i felt like i was being sucjed into a black hole of no return.

'Here you go, that'll be 9.90'

'Oh. Sorry... Here you go'

It wasn't her... Amazingly similar.. But it wasn't her... 

'Thank you and have a nice day'

'You too' smiles :)

Date : 27/6/2013 9.55pm

Fuck life.. Seriously... Fuck it



P.S. I still love you.

Carrot

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