Whats in my heart

In my heart, many things wander,

So many things lurk in the darkness,

Yet so many out in the light,

Wondering what i would do in life.

Path i have planned is already there,

Needing only to follow it and finish,

All i need is 1/2 year in highschool,

3 years in university for a degree.

Its so close yet so far,

I wish time moved faster so it'd be done,

To go to university so i have no worries,

So that i can walk with you freely.

When will you come back?,

When will you return?,

When can i hold you close again?,

When will i see you again?

I promise to be good,

I promise i won't disappoint,

I  promise not cling on you,

Like a koala to a tree.

It took some time but now i understand,

I know what i should do now,

Give me a 2nd chance to show it,

Give me a 2nd chance to change it.

My life is my life and your life is yours,

I will govern my life and make it my own,

I want you not to be my life but walk with me,

Would you let me?

Carrots and bunnies in a meadow