Cuts and bruises

I know a lot of people in the world are suffering way more than i am.. But honestly.. There's a whole loads of cuts and bruises on me. Although as much of an optimist i am, the scars are still there. One example...

I was up till erm, now i guess 4.47am to be exact finishing up my assignment which is due a day after that but im leaving for vietnam so i have to pass it up earlier. And then, my mum starts blabbering saying im not focused, how i should study and focus on my stpm and hell, abou me not listening to her and it pains me more that i can't say anything to retaliate..  But she said why don't you don't go to vietnam?

Omg those words actually came out of her mouth!! The trip i've been waiting and yearning for. The long deserved break i needed. Are you fking kidding me? I got mad inside but yet i wasn't allowed to show it.. In the end she got pissed about it and just stipped the conversation. I really hope she doesn't change her mind or else i'd be furious....

This is one of the examples of pains i have... Asides from that i have a heart and feeligs that toy around with me. Not knowing what to feel and what to do. The word love is such a strong word. Do i really love her that much up to the extent despite knowing what has happened im still yearning to be with her? Yes, yes i am. Stupid yeap, idiotic sure, dreamer 100%.

Feelings play with my heart like slash playing an electric guitar. Worst part is that there is this one song called My Queen by Joesph Vincent. No, i dont hate it. I love it. But the lyrics make me wanna do something.... Lets just wait and see if my situation with love ever is settled ei?

Vietnam camp!!!!

Ohmaigawsh!!!! Im going to Vietnam in less than 48 hours!!!!! 

Btw, its the International Red Crescent Society Youth Camp which is held annually in different countries.. So excited!!!!!

Plus i guess its a time where i cn just enjoy myself and clear my head... To just put aside all the things thats troubling my mind... I know i will have to face it when i get back but well.. Like i said, not the right time yeah? Look how excited i am!!

Au revoir!!!

Hard to Resist

Its so hard to resist...
You're right there...
I wanna click on the icon...
And just say hi...

But its not the right time...
I don't wanna do it...
Don't wanna do something stupid..
Wanna make sure its right...

The urge... The wanting...
To hear you again..
To see you again..
To talk to you again..

Its not the right time...
Not the right moment yet..
Just not yet...
Know this.....

Aun te quiero...

Frowns of a Clown

I'm like a seesaw going up and down,
Some time up, sometimes down,
This is what is going inside,
In my heart and in my mind.

Focused on the things i have to do,
There's so much to do,
Studies, packing, songs to sing,
Its amazing i'm doing everything.

Some friends who talk and flips my switch,
They see me turn into the grinch,
Temper ablazed held all inside,
Its a wonder why people say im patient.

Other times I am happy as a lark,
All smiles all the time,
But sometimes those dark clouds come by,
And my smile is gone.

I realised something i didn't before,
That guys name and mine is almost alike,
It hurts to even spell my name,
cause with some extra lead his and mine would be the same.

I miss those times where i can talk,
Where i can smile with your mirroring back,
Am I the only one that is feeling this,
Or are you feeling the same way?

Highly unlikely cause im living in my own world,
World of my own in my fantasy land,
Where unicorns, leprachauns all alike,
And rainbows with pots of gold in sight.

Give up i say to the love that you had,
You'll never ever get that back,
Why do i wait for those words from your lips?
Cause les you say it i wouldn't move an inch.

Songs that are written just for you,
About you, around you and all about you,
Am i crazy or psychotic or just plain sad,
The jokers frown... damn thats bad.

The clown is frowning with no water to squirt,
Red nose deflatted, make up all smirked.
He cleans himself up and puts it back on,
Why? huh... Hope.... Love... All you need is love..

Jam packed schedule!

Its that time again i crap again about my life.. XD life is stressful with a lot of things happening in this term, my final semester. Things on to do list for next month. Btw its my 2nd last post before going to vietnam.. Last time before leaving would be i guess monday or tuesday..

1. Business project ( passing up this mth this monday)

2. International red crescent society youth camp in vietnam ( going this wednesday) 

3. Release my 3rd written song but 2nd song facebook and youtube

4. Plan a song to perform in the camp ( senior officials orders haiz... )

5. Malay language project

6. Ambulance duty during hari raya adilfitri (malay festive holiday)

I've got my schedule all jam packed...

She was right... I needed time for myself.. 

I'll be back next year bunny... Hopefully you'll still be there...

Not even a goodbye

I wasn't even given the chance to say goodbye...

Final Bow

I've been working on this blog post for a long time... How to phrase it, how to say it, how go out with dignity and with my head held high knowing what i did was for the sake of my own life... This will be the last time i will blog about this.. Last time i will talk about the pain, the hurt, the love, the fall... No longer would you need to hear this from me anymore.. Since it was after my MUET test anyway so i thought it'd be an appropriate time

One month ago.. I went through the most painful moment of my life... The knife and bullet went straight through my heart.. The pain that i will never forget... Many things have happened.. Many things have been said.. But in the end.. It still ended the same way.. I fought and i persisted.. I held on and I strived.. But everything that has been done has come to no avail...

For this whole week (more or less) i have not been in contact with her... And i did some thinking, wondering, listening, calling... I was wrong.... No matter how much people said i was not at the wrong i still believed that i was.... I live in the environment whereby i'm always at home due to my family responsibilities.. I never hung out with friends, i never went out at night and grab a cup of coffee.. I was me... This therefore made me become clingy.. Attached.. Hooked.. Hung up. Addicted..

After a whole lot of therapy from many good friends, overseas and locally.. I understood... It either not meant to be, or we're just too young.. I hate to admit that whatever that has happened did happened and there's nothing i can do to fix it.. Last night, my friend said something that hurt me real bad.. 'I'm not the kind of girl that likes guys being so damn bloody clingy,  i hate them' She didn't realise until she said it and the next thing that happened was tears stream down my face once more... But it wasn't because of her... Wasn't because of them... It was because of me... I had to change.. I have a life to live.. I have to continue on with life... 'In order for me to be nice was to be cruel' indeed she was cruel with the way she put it, but i understood...

Yes, I am single. Yes, I have own life to live. Yes, it has happened. Yes, i can never take back the words I say. This is my final bow... My final post about this... The last time i will open my book of memories of pain.. If you are reading this, i hope you do. 

My life moves on, that does not mean my heart would.. It will forever be the same until my worst fears come true.. I will still wait. i still love. but I will stop the calling, stop the texting, stop the messaging, stop the me.. I will live my life, i will go out into the world.

If you ever need me... You got my number... If you ever need me, i'm always here.. If you ever think of me, my memories are with you.. you are not alone.. I'll always be here... (listen to this song) 
Farewell my best friend..

See you next year bunny.

P.S I Still Love You

 Carrot

Always - Bon Jovi

Heartbreak

Yesterday i was a really bad day for me.. A whole load of heartbreak came into my way. I wasn't the one who experienced it.. My friends did. All of them came to my at the same time and it was so hard to please and give decent advices. There were three of them and all three hurt equally as bad..

1st on is a very good close girl friend of mine which made a tough decision. Because of the situation and the factors around, no matter how much she was in love with him, she had to let go.. I can't say much... Because i its their story to tell not mine. But all i cn say it is that it was mighty hard for her, thankfully the other party finally understood the situation and agreed with her that it should not be.. Im proud of her for making a decision and for settling like an adult.

2nd case is my cousins bf. around evening, he texted me asking whether my cousin was around but she was not. But then he started telling me his story of where my cousin has excommuncated with him. She did not reply, did not answer, and from what her friend told him, despised him. He is a nice guy, a great guy and i couldn't understand why this happen. In the end he said that he got to talk to her in the end last night and they made some decisions. Dont know whether they are still together or not. But at least he is fine.

Case #3

Close to midnight a really good friend of mine which has become my accountability partner texted me saying he had to talk to me. But he was too tired and the story was too long to text. Unfortunately i was absent from school today and unable to talk to him. Hopefully i would be able to talk to him tomorrow. I have never heard him this sad before. He even texted asking me why didnt i go to school today, and that he really wanted to tell me something.

Why does everyone come to me? I feel worthless and unable to help anyone one of them. I myself still need help but they still come.. Im powerless to help any of them. For i myself is still emotionally unstable. Im much more stable now after the talk i had on wednesday. But still...

I am just one person. Seeing my friends come to me at their time of need and knowing im not in the state of helping them hurts me a lot. Which leads me to the final sad point of yesterday and today..

His name was Cory Monteith... Many would know him as Finn From Glee. He was found dead in his hotel room in canada and no suspected foul play.. It was sad enough such a great guy died, what was more depressing was that it was rumoured that we was suppose to get married in two weeks time with fiancee and long time lover Lea Michele.. Something so good came to abrupt halt in the most painful way.. There was no way to describe it. Rest In Peace Cory..

There was this post by a uni confession page on fb abt this guy  meeting a girl in a club and had 'Night' together. After that they slept together very often until one day they mistakenly took each others phone. The next day he went to her place to get his phone back. And he saw the girl being scolded by another guy. He tried to act like a hero but then the girl said the guy was her bf. The bf holding the phone was showing a picture of that guy and her in the nude. And as he raised his han to hit her, she smashed the phone on the road.. 

The guy picked his phone up and ten on the confession page ended it by saying 'where cn i get a replacement screen?'

Fk him.. Seriously.. Wth is wrong with this guy? He might have scarred this girl for life!!! And all he thinks about is his blardy phone?!?!?! Must be joking!!! Screw him.. Almost everyone in the world is the same... Damn all of them...

Anyways, i failed in my exams miserably and now i have to retake 3 papers.. God bless my soul.. Thank you for encouraging me. I will work harder get better results i'll focus on my studies for now.

Thank you, bunny

P.S I Still Love You

Carrot

Hurt

Why does this feeling keep coming up?!?! I got my owns self to blame.. Took a trip down memory lane of the 1 year relationship.. I woke up at 8ish in the morning today.. I had this sudden urge to see my photos and videos.. Watching the videos made me feel happy.. The memories.. The laughs.. cheekiness.. It was great.. But shortly after that the hurt came back... I hate this feeling.. Why can't i just remember the happy times without any side effects? :(

Anyways, i found this song by my current favourite band, Florida Georgia Line.. I really like it.. Maybe this would be my next cover..

 Florida Georgia Line - Stay

P.S. I Still Love You

Carrot

Thank You, E

There's nothing much i wanna say for these past few days.. So i guess im just going to say whats in my head now.

Thank you for the talk we had yesterday.. You made me smile again, like whenever i talk to you. It was our first normal conversation.. I was really happy i got to talk to you E.

Thank you giving me whole loads of advice too. About not listening to others. To not change. To just be myself and stick to what i want.. 

Thank you for caring for me eventhough you say you dont really show it, but i know you do. You're the best bud anyone can ever ask for. And im lucky to even know you.

Lastly, thank you for making me realise that im not wrong. For making me believe in myself again. I was almost going to crumble into bits but you were there as usual always at the right time..

I will continue waiting despite what people say and ask of me to move on. My feeling towards you will not change cause i know what i want. I will stop beating myself and saying its my fault because i know thats the last thing you would want me to do. I will try to live my life to the fullest and wait patiently..

Cause you're worth it E.

Cause even after what has happened, i still love you..

Hope time flies faster, hope you life live to the fullest and i hope you will keep that smile on your face always.. :)

I will wait for you E. i will..

P.S I Still Love You

Carrot

Give up J (I won't)

'Why are you still waiting?'

'There are many more fishes in the sea'

'You're pathetic'

'Its never gonna work'

'Wake up idiot, you have no chance'

'Forget about her already'

'She's not the one'

'You deserve someone better'

'You're a sorry excuse of being a guy'

'J, seriously? Wtf is wrong with you?'

'What are you waiting for idiot?'

I look up at all these people and look them in the eye...

'I might be a dreamer, i might unrealistic, i might get hurt in the end, i might not, i am stupid, i am hard headed. There's nothing you can do to change me.. I am who i am. I that is who J is... I made promises that i will keep.. I will wait you fkig bastards'

'You can say this now, but when u meet someone else it will be different!'

'Why do you wait?!?!'

I can say this now because i know my heart will continue loving her...

And it will remain forever loving her

Because.....

I believe.... I trust....

I love E..

My friend, my bestie, my comfort, my former lover, my bunny...

P.S I Still Love You

Carrot

Fuck my life

Everyday....i will always get scolded by mom. My dad would agree.. My sisters would fuck me up cause i didnt do the laundry for one day... Younger siblings mess with my fucking head.

But the worst one is my mum... Years i have been living like a fucking puppet obeying every word,  every command.. As i grew up, i decided i didnt want to.. But hell no... My mum has to pull shit stuff on me.. This time its about my phone..

I got a new phone 2 months ago..i really do like it i honestly do. But i cant give up my old phone... And my old number.. There is too much memories that comes with it.. Too many messages i cherish... Too many pictures i do not have the heart to get rid.. My one year of happiness revolved around this one number, one device which helped achieve happiness.

She wants me to give it away.. Along with all the memories i keep.. The messages.. Knowing that if i gave it away i would have to reformat it for my brother to use.. So now i have to fucking back all of it up into my hard drive... Worst shit is that the iphone does not support the private box in my GoSMS pro.. Which means i will never read those messages ever again...

No one knows except me.. The secrets i keep.. No but me knows how i keep my sanity.. No one but me knows how i stay positive.. No one knows how im always smiling... Let me tell you this then.. Every fucking miserable night, i would read a message or stare at a picture.... Get away from all the fucking shits in my life... And be myself... Crying myself to sleep.. Having everyone point at me for the faults.. 

No one cares for the skinny scrawny asian... No one cares what the asshole asian thinks or wants... no one gives a shit about how the fucking asian tall freak feels...Used...then thrown away...

Fuck life... I wanna leave life...

Niggling injury

Remember the last post i was talking about volleyball and my injured hand? Well its almost recovered thank god!!! 

There's another problem though.. Many dont know this but a few that many years ago i twisted my ankle really badly and wasn't able to walk properly for 6 months. Well i was in camp and i felt a niggling pain on the back of my knee cap, hamstring and ankle.. 

The fear of this niggling injury returning is scary and to top it off, i have a volley tourney tomorrow playing two games. I just hope that my left leg is alright.. But the fact i am hiding from both friends and family is because no one really bothers about me... I find no reason to tell anyone what happened to me cause no one bothers to listen to me.

Couple nights ago i was so excited for the fact that i was gonna compete in a sports tourney after so long! But when i tried to explain an tell my family about it, they totally ignored me... They have ignored me in everything i say but when they say something i am forced to listen.

Even when its an injury... I tried telling them about my hands and i even showed them! And they totally ignored me and preferred focusing on talking to my sister about a trip she wasn't even going to go! And then after that they scold me for not telling them! 

No one cares what i say.. No one gives shit... One day imma get fking tired of this and keep everything to myself...

Pray my injury doesn't get any more worse than it is today.

No one cares...

P.S I Still Love You

Carrot

Camp Day 1

For the past 3 days from friday to sunday, i've went to a school camping trip to a beautiful place called Taman Negara or in english it the National Park of Malaysia. Its supposingly acclaimed as the oldest rainforest in the world as well as has the longest canopy walk of 50 metres!!! Well the journey there was vigorous and long cause this place is located in Jeratun, Pahang. Took us 6 hours to get there!!

Anywho.. I didnt manage to take a picture of the campsite where we pitched our tents but just imagine like 22 tents pitched up. The tents can accomodate as many as 5 people at most. Yeah.. Something like that. Nothing much to shout about the campsite so yeah. I'll slowly update it cause its just too long if i wanted to update everything in one post. So here are some pics of me and my friends on the way there in the bus!!! 

           Happy little camper i am!!

         Omar the 'gay bastard' and me

Faiz and me sittig outside the tent (thats as much if the tent as you will see xD)

           After setting up the tent

          (Gosh my hair looks terrible)

Will

There's a will there's a way they say.. But too many that is not necessarily the case.. Many give up even before the battle started, some wave the whit flag before it was declared, some gets hit my a sudden strike and kills the will to fight instantly..

I've gone through all and all only has one conclusion.. Death.. The will to fight for a love that once was is strong, but with reality so strong it is hard to go on. But i will persist.. Not because im hard headed, not because im not facing reality. Only because i believe in what i am doing and because i love.. There's no two ways about it.

For those who feel that they have no purpose, for those who feel they are useless,for those who think they will never be loved, for those who feel that they have nothing, for those who chases dreams but give up in the end, for those who feels ungrateful, for those who are hurt, and for those who feel like that they fell too deep and have no hope.

Don't give up...

Don't give in...

Fight for what you want..

And dream for a happy end.

Thats what im gonna do,

And i'll never stop doing and trying. :)

P.S. I Still Love You

Carrot

Prayers in the night

Every night.. I kneel down and pray. Praying for a better tomorrow. Praying for the life that is given. Pray for my family members as much as i despise how it is at home. Praying for my friends who never fails to make me curse. Pray for my church friends who always back me up, prayfor my school friends who nvr fails to make me swear and burst out laughing. Prays for the girl i love the most, though not mine anymore but hopefully in the near future that always puts a smile on my face with just the fact that she replies, cares or likes my pictures and statuses.

Back of my head, a still small voice... Time to sleep jarrett. Eyes get heavy.. Heart slowly beating.. Imagination takes over.. All i see is her.. 'Tonight will be a good night'

Going to camp till sunday people! If there's wifi i'll keep blogging :)

P.S I Still Love You

Carrot

I'll Wait For You - Jarrett Wong (with lyrics)

HEYA GUYS!!! Like i promised i would upload my video right?? well i did!! And lucky for people who read my blog, i'll be posting up the lyrics too!!! (forgive the bad singing, inconsistent strumming and my face) ><''''

I started writing this song about 14-17 June this year. What i usually do is write how i feel... Write on whats in my heart and mind. And honestly, this song is gonna be stuck in my head for a long long time.. I wrote this song for a special someone and for those who are heartbroken but insist on waiting for Mr/Mrs Right, Eventhough you have the smallest chance of getting them back, even if you know whether they don't have feelings for you or not... You'll still wait for them. Cause no one else in the world could replace them in your life.

Honestly, i love her this girl for years but never really appreciated her always being there.. And though it wasn't anyone's fault that it ended... I still do love her.. I don't know if she still loves me... So this song is as a reminder to her that i will always be waiting for her...

I'll Wait For You - Jarrett Wong

Days, Months,Years, Sitting here waiting for you,

Time and space, All i want is me to hear,

That one day not so far away,

You would call me up tonight,

Saying baby please just stay...

Why, why did you have to go?

Why, why did you leave me so?

I will wait, i will wait, 

I'll be waiting here for you,

Doesn't even matter how long it takes,

I'll wait for you

Laugh, sing, fun, memories circling in my mind,

And your hugs, smiles and kiss,

Can't forget that you were mine,

Hope that one day not so far away,

You would call me up tonight,

Saying baby please just stay...

Why, why did you have to go?

Why, why did you leave me so?

I will wait, i will wait, 

I'll be waiting here for you,

Doesn't even matter how long it takes,

I'll wait for you

Was it you? Was it me? Was it something in between?

How could this be? That you'd leave,

I am so in love with you.

I promise to love you, for the rest of my life,

Thats why i promise i will wait for my time!!!

P.S I Still Love You

Carrot

Favourite colour is red.. :)

Disallowed

My hands were pretty bruised up badly from volleyball, but now its turning purplish and dark.... Parents and sister said its the colour of someones hand that needs to be amputated...

Its starting to get numb and i can't really feel my fingers.. Mum might want to pull me out of the team.. T.T..

This sucks... Not only i practiced my heart out and had fun, i injured myself so badly i might not even get the chance to play ;(....

P.S. I Love You

Volleyball (good kind of pain)

Recently, which means yesterday hahaha i underwent my first volleyball training. My competition is on monday so yeah xD. Really last min preparation. But there was  one thing the teachers or my team mates knew. The last time i played was when i was 12 ><

Anywho. After bumping and digging the ball for awhile and getting te hang of it, i started spiking again. The pain was excruciating but yet i enjoyed the pain.. It was good to finally feel physical pain asides from my usual emotional pain. And you can say its a better substitute for it cause physical pain heals easily , emotional last for a lifetime.

After playing for 2 hours non stop, i felt a pull on my elbow joint and i knew i had to stop. Assessing the damaged i pulled my muscle and it was bad... But thereafter resting for a couple minutes i got back on  the court, serving with my right hand instead. Oh how wrong i was to do so.. ><

Going home, naturally hands were red as hell with spots in them so i thought it was nothing cause i gotten them before. But after bathing and washing the dirt off my hands, they turned even more red and my left hand skin was peeling.. Shyt... Mom took a look at it and said i bruised my hands really badly. And that if i continued i would burst a vein.. Stating that my method of hitting was wrong.

But in the end she still let me participate, im having a friendly match with the under-15 team tmw. Hope that we dont get creamed ><

P.S I Still Love You

Carrot

Happiness.. I'll Be Here

Happiness... Its a very subjective thing.... It comes in all sorts of different ways. Getting new things, shopping, hanging out with friends, having a new pet puppy or dog, love.

As you can read my blog has basically revolved around my love life.. No joke it really has.. But that is what that keeps me writing... The strength that i need. The water to quench my thirst.. I really have fallen for someone.. Really hard and really deep. There's no way to go around it.. What i keep wondering though is how much longer will this go on? I really care.. I've been having stars circling my head for the past few weeks.. Almost giving up, almost contemplating rejection, almost crawling back into the wet, dark, lonely hole that i once came from. But why do i keep persevering? Why have so many fallen and left while i continue to fight on and try to reach her? All i can say is that i love her... i love her a lot.. Even the songs i've been writing are about her.. ( Note : My first song will be released by this Thursday) 

How can someone love another so much that all they can think about is her? Don't get me wrong.. I'm not a zombie.. I have my own life to live.. I have tons of shyt thats happening this month.. Plus i have studying, guitar, blah blah blah u get the point. But there's always a still small voice whenever i'm alone. Whenever i'm about to sleep.. *call her carrot* but i would keep refusing and telling myself its not the right time... Oh how i yearn to call her up and tell her i will take care of her. That i will make her happy. That i will do everything in my power to make sure she'd be the happiest person alive.. But i can't.. I can't do it.. Once a long time ago, she let me in... But now, i can't seem to find the key to the door...

How long will she continue locking herself in the tower up there? How long must i wait till she tells me where it's hidden.. It isn't a fairytale where the prince in shining armor and majestic white horse saves the fair maiden from the darkness and dragon that guards her. Its a story of a girl that locks herself up in a apartment block and refuses to let anyone in.. Not family, not friends, not secret lovers, not even her best friend. What am i in the story? I'm the guy that she once let in.. But the door closed between us... And now i'm the guy who's throwing stones at her window, pasting sticky notes on her door, slips a little happiness and retarded faces under her door.

The one who grabs his guitar and write songs dedicated only to her. The one who tries to reach into her heart again but constantly shushed whenever i try. ( regret teaching her how to shush me ><'') The one that will never leave her.. The one that will keep trying to bring her happiness. The one who if given the chance again, will love her for the rest of my life.. And keep that promise that i made when i cried on the phone with her.

Thats my definition of happiness guys.. The aspect where i do my best to make everyone happy around me.. Especially her... Take care Bunny...

P.S. Te Queiro Mi Amour

Carrot

In The Back Of My Head

I thought everything was going good. 

Everything was going great.

I never felt as happy as that before.. 

This ended a month ago..

A love i lost... A love i wanted.

A love i took for granted.

Will she ever want me back?

After all the shit i have put her through.

All the pressure i have given to her

The stress i placed on her to make a decision.

The pain i cause when i made her decide.

The annoyance when i couldnt accept it.

Is her heart with another?

Is her heart still with me?

How can i go on knowing all i want is her.

I put a smile on my face, i keep walking, i keep trying to make the world smile. To make her smile as well.

But i know deep in my heart,

There will always be a longing for her.

The feelings that will never leave..

The warmth of her hands.

The comfort of her hugs.

The soothing sound of her voice.

The snapping personality i come to love.

The love that sends jolts through me.

The lips that taste like the sweetest cherries.

Does she still love me?

Does she still care? 

Is it me she's writing about?

Or am i a forgotten past?

Am i just a forgotten relationship?

Moments of weakness i feel inside.

Springs up every once or twice.

I can't control it..

Even if she tells me she loves me even once..

I will be happy...

All im left with now is the thoughts amd memories of her..

If she calls me back, i will answer..

If she wants me back i will come..

If she wants my love, she will be loved..

Should i call her? Should i not?

Haiz.. Only tomorrow will tell me..

P.S I Still Love You Very Much

Carrot

Songwriting

Heys........

Well i finally gotten the courage to go and record one of my songs i written and gonna put it up on youtube and facebook!!

Actually i started writing songs ever sice i was 13, but i never bother writig the tune nor lyrics down... >< so it never..was..and actual song. BUT!!! Last year i finally finished my first song and i wrote another one this year in te beginning of the year! Those will be released in a later time.. XD. My third composition will be posted up in a couple weeks time. So i'll notify on the blog once i do.

Honestly i wanna thank everyone that has supported my songwriting. Well thats like erm... 4? Hahaha!! But anywho, who cares! 

Bon voyage people!!

P.S I Still Love You