Give up J (I won't)

'Why are you still waiting?'

'There are many more fishes in the sea'

'You're pathetic'

'Its never gonna work'

'Wake up idiot, you have no chance'

'Forget about her already'

'She's not the one'

'You deserve someone better'

'You're a sorry excuse of being a guy'

'J, seriously? Wtf is wrong with you?'

'What are you waiting for idiot?'

I look up at all these people and look them in the eye...

'I might be a dreamer, i might unrealistic, i might get hurt in the end, i might not, i am stupid, i am hard headed. There's nothing you can do to change me.. I am who i am. I that is who J is... I made promises that i will keep.. I will wait you fkig bastards'

'You can say this now, but when u meet someone else it will be different!'

'Why do you wait?!?!'

I can say this now because i know my heart will continue loving her...

And it will remain forever loving her

Because.....

I believe.... I trust....

I love E..

My friend, my bestie, my comfort, my former lover, my bunny...

P.S I Still Love You

Carrot