1st on is a very good close girl friend of mine which made a tough decision. Because of the situation and the factors around, no matter how much she was in love with him, she had to let go.. I can't say much... Because i its their story to tell not mine. But all i cn say it is that it was mighty hard for her, thankfully the other party finally understood the situation and agreed with her that it should not be.. Im proud of her for making a decision and for settling like an adult.
2nd case is my cousins bf. around evening, he texted me asking whether my cousin was around but she was not. But then he started telling me his story of where my cousin has excommuncated with him. She did not reply, did not answer, and from what her friend told him, despised him. He is a nice guy, a great guy and i couldn't understand why this happen. In the end he said that he got to talk to her in the end last night and they made some decisions. Dont know whether they are still together or not. But at least he is fine.
Case #3
Close to midnight a really good friend of mine which has become my accountability partner texted me saying he had to talk to me. But he was too tired and the story was too long to text. Unfortunately i was absent from school today and unable to talk to him. Hopefully i would be able to talk to him tomorrow. I have never heard him this sad before. He even texted asking me why didnt i go to school today, and that he really wanted to tell me something.
Why does everyone come to me? I feel worthless and unable to help anyone one of them. I myself still need help but they still come.. Im powerless to help any of them. For i myself is still emotionally unstable. Im much more stable now after the talk i had on wednesday. But still...
I am just one person. Seeing my friends come to me at their time of need and knowing im not in the state of helping them hurts me a lot. Which leads me to the final sad point of yesterday and today..
His name was Cory Monteith... Many would know him as Finn From Glee. He was found dead in his hotel room in canada and no suspected foul play.. It was sad enough such a great guy died, what was more depressing was that it was rumoured that we was suppose to get married in two weeks time with fiancee and long time lover Lea Michele.. Something so good came to abrupt halt in the most painful way.. There was no way to describe it. Rest In Peace Cory..
There was this post by a uni confession page on fb abt this guy meeting a girl in a club and had 'Night' together. After that they slept together very often until one day they mistakenly took each others phone. The next day he went to her place to get his phone back. And he saw the girl being scolded by another guy. He tried to act like a hero but then the girl said the guy was her bf. The bf holding the phone was showing a picture of that guy and her in the nude. And as he raised his han to hit her, she smashed the phone on the road..
The guy picked his phone up and ten on the confession page ended it by saying 'where cn i get a replacement screen?'
Fk him.. Seriously.. Wth is wrong with this guy? He might have scarred this girl for life!!! And all he thinks about is his blardy phone?!?!?! Must be joking!!! Screw him.. Almost everyone in the world is the same... Damn all of them...
Anyways, i failed in my exams miserably and now i have to retake 3 papers.. God bless my soul.. Thank you for encouraging me. I will work harder get better results i'll focus on my studies for now.
Thank you, bunny
P.S I Still Love You
Carrot
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